I found the key.I wanna fuck something up. I want to screw my life away and sell my soul for fifty cents because that's way better than a thousand bucks for a kiss. I want to set fire to something, something real, substantial. Something I can hearseetaste. Something bigger than a stupid fucking regret. Something that I'll miss. Something that I won't miss. Maybe that's my teenager hormones driving me wild. Maybe that's from being stuck in a home both filled and void of love. Maybe that's because I constantly get the underwhelming sense of being alone. Empty. And I want it to fucking burn.
~Ms-internet-stalker
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Dear you:Dear you: I look in the mirror and I see someone tired. All the coffee and all the sugar and all the oversleeping in the world doesn't seem to change that. I haven't gotten a decent night's sleep in I don't know how long. I wake suddenly in the middle of the night, in fear, because I dream of your lips and I'm falling, falling, falling back into you.Dear you:
Dear you: You scare me. You scare the absolute shit out of me. I'm araid of letting you love me, and loving you back. It will mean that, temporarily, I won't be alone and lost anymore. I'm afraid of what that will make me. I'm afraid of what that will make you.
by ~Ms-internet-stalker
No Sleep in Heaven o BethlehemSo I have these days lately where all I do is stare up at the ceiling and wish that I was going somewhere.No Sleep in Heaven o Bethlehem
Movement.
It’s supposed to be a very vital part of life.
If this is so, why do I feel so stuck?
And if I am stuck,
and to be living is to be moving,
then am I already dead?
by ~Ms-internet-stalker
Stuck???[[Whispered]] {What's between the shattered words} {and empty spaces?} {What crawls in the dark} {and whispers your name?} {Do you fear what you can never know?}Stuck???
There's a lot to say, and a little time to say it; You can spill lies from your mouth, and candy coat the truth; But babe I'm here to tell you, deception will swallow you whole;
There's dark things moving, everything is spinning, you can't always tell where you are; So curl up alone, and watch those dark things chase you This is your personal hell
by ~Ms-internet-stalker
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Sometimes The TruthSometimes The Truth Is Better Left Ignored (Or Rehearsed Until It Is No Longer The Truth)Sometimes The Truth
DMT 1/16/07
Hello, sweet tango.
We’ve danced this dance Many times before, Imaginary companion. It strikes me as shocking That you can play me so tunelessly As our steps become more common Rehearsed And expected.
I’ve danced to this tune in my head with you Have you noticed? My steps are more robotic than passionate And even the missteps are taken with exceeding grace.
But you, darling?
You press all
by =Blue-Eyed-Snidget
DenialDenialDenial
DMT 1/14/07
I wish I could Let these tears escape. Oh, How they long to trail Along the scars on my cheeks! (Now don’t I wish, Don’t I wish I remembered how to cry?) There’s an impossibility That I may just get over you,
Then again. I have a bad habit Of making the impossible Very quite possible. (See, my dear, It’s all in my head.)
I really should stop creating Imaginary friends like you.
by =Blue-Eyed-Snidget
The Harlequin FaceThe Harlequin FaceThe Harlequin Face
DMT 2/17/07
Have one thing One thing essentially That I’ll never regretfully Decline [...] Starting from the beginning to the end to the beginning again
A full circle you’re dancing in
I’ll never decline your hand My dear My love My future My dove [so mockingly said; so mockingly said] The past is a cold cruel moon telling you Teaching you That I really don’t need you
[Really] don’t want you But here I am
All the same
Letting you take me over again You frown
[I laugh]
by =Blue-Eyed-Snidget
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"And now it's comin' clear,
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